I can't even.

I can't even begin to fathom the immense faithfulness of God. From the time I was born twenty two years ago to the moment that I sit here writing 22 years later I can proclaim that God has been with me every step of the way. He has placed me in a vietnamese family on purpose to demonstrate His grace upon my life. I see blueprints of plans and detours along the way but the whole time that I see that, I know that God is always by my side holding me in His merciful hands. Through my disobedience, pride, short comings, failures, mishaps, denials and brokenness, God has mended my heart to serve His Kingdom. He has given me undeserving blessings, gifts, abilities because He trusts me.
I am sitting here just thinking how hard it was for me to trust and put my faith into people because I never really thought that I needed help. Because of this, I never really had friends to talk to about my issues because I would always bottled them up. I am thankful that God has saved me from my own pride and gifted me with the need of a Savior.
He has knitted my life out perfectly. The way that He desires it to be is coming true right in front of my eyes. Through the events in my life, I can stand confirming to you that God has chosen me and has purpose for me. He never promised that it would be easy but He did promise that He would never leave. What's more reassuring than having the Creator of the Universe being by your side at all times?


Ephesians 5 
5 lhe predestined us1 for madoption as sons through Jesus Christ, naccording to the purpose of his will, 6 oto the praise of his glorious grace, with which he has blessed us in pthe Beloved. 7 qIn him we have rredemptionsthrough his blood, tthe forgiveness of our trespasses, uaccording to the riches of his grace, 8 which he lavished upon us, in all wisdom and insight 9 vmaking known2 to us the mystery of his will, naccording to his purpose, which he wset forth in Christ 10 as a plan for xthe fullness of time, yto unite all things in him, things in heaven and things on earth.


Finding your calling by yourself is hard, letting it go to God is a completely different picture. 
Will you take the chance? Are you ready for speed bumps and detours along the way? Are you willing to sacrifice?


ARE YOU WILLING TO LET GO? 


I am telling you right now that it is worth every ounce of your time, resources and energy because of this: 

I am made whole in Christ. 

His Purpose gives me fullness of Joy.